Friday, April 23, 2021

Heartbreak broke my Writer's Block

Imagine...the ordinary: 

                A day spent hugging mom,

                A day spent on the streets amidst maskless merries,

                An evening spent dancing away on a beach at sundown; but

                The ordinary is impossible, the ordinary is dead. 

I am not a prisoner but I am bonded: 

                Bonded to my happy memories, please erase them for me,

                Bonded to my hopes, which dont come true anymore,

                Memories hurt, but hope is a dream made of gossamer wings,

                Beautiful, delicate and easily destroyed.

I live with perfect imperfections but sometimes the imperfections are too perfect: 

                   Flitting from day to day, hiding behind meals and smiles,

                   I am trying positive, but the collective pain of billions tears up the most positive of us,

                   I stopped reading the news, but it just finds me wherever I run,

                   Survival is fine-tuned to the ignorant now.  

The only way to live is to imagine the extraordinary now:

            A day watching my grand-mother hugging my son,

            A day spent without worrying tomorrow will bring tragedy,

            An evening spent under the stars in a rainy forest ground,           

            A day when positivity seems easy...